The Book Thief

The Book Thief * Written by Markus Zusak

Who better than Death to narrate a story of World War II?  He knows all the intimate details better than anyone.  In The Book Thief, Death unburdens upon the reader a story that haunts even him, that of the girl Liesel Meminger of Molching, Germany.   Liesel, after watching her younger brother die on a train ride, is inexplicably abandoned by her mother.  She becomes the foster daughter of Hans and Rosa Hubermann.  Hans is a supremely good and patient man, while Rosa has a rough exterior and a filthy tongue that hide a heart of gold.  In the impoverished and absurd circumstances of Nazi Germany during the war, Liesel and her best friend Rudy negotiate the trials and adventures of early adolescence and develop a taste for thievery; particularly, in Liesel’s case, book thievery.  In due time, in their own dangerous and brave act of thievery, Liesel’s foster parents “steal” something of great worth from the very Fürher himself.  The world of the book is that of a very real and dangerous circumstance in which patriotism and duty to one’s country seem far distant from morality, and often there are no good choices to make.  So many innocent, decent people get caught in horrific realities because of rhetoric and definitions.  The power of words for both good and evil is a central theme of the book.

Death, in addition to telling the story with his expectedly dark and ironic humor, tired voice, and outsider perspective, also reveals to the reader that he has a heart.  This is one of those rare and precious books that, while describing dire and heartbreaking circumstances, are also filled with joy, life, humor, and humanity.  Death voices his perplexity over the paradox that so much good and so much evil can come from humanity, and, by the end of the book, I was left pondering upon the same quandary.   I highly recommend this book to any reader, probably 9th grade to adult.

Random House
560 pages
ISBN: 978-0-375-83100-3
Release Date: March 2006

Andrew Bird and M. Ward (Listen To New Albums From)

I don’t know how they were able to intuit my music listening desires so well, but it turns out that NPR is streaming new albums in their entirety before they are even released, and they just so happen to be the exact albums I’ve been wanting to hear.  I guess it could just be that my tastes fall in with a key market demographic for public radio, but I’d rather not spoil the magic too much with those sorts of thoughts.

I just listened to the beautiful new album by singer/songwriter/violinist/guitarist/whistler Andrew Bird, entitled Noble Beast.  I think it will take a few more listens for me to truly digest it and describe it fully, but I’m definitely picking this one up when it comes out next week.

Now I’m listening to M. Ward’s album Hold Time, which doesn’t come out until Feb. 17.  Ward continues to write songs that sound like classic folk/country/rock n’ roll sides, all performed in his easy, seemingly effortless style and recorded with his signature old-timey, atmospheric production.  This album adds some occasional strings and keyboards to his usual mix of acoustic guitar and reverb, as well as some classic T. Rex-styled stomp on a few tracks.  All in all, it’s a bit of a Jack White meets Jack Johnson kind of album, and another one I’ll be looking for in February.

As of Monday (1/19), these good folks will also be streaming Animal Collective’s latest noise celebration masterpiece Merriweather Post Pavilion (which I’ve been listening to repeatedly since I purchased the early release vinyl version last week), and Bruce Springsteen’s soon to be released Working on a Dream.

The Year of the Ox

If I were a good conventional blogger, about two or three weeks ago I would have written a summary of the past year, filled with pictures, descriptions of wonderful happenings, and lots of exclamation points! I may have even sent this out as an email or even paper letter to my family and friends!

If I were a good and true nerd, I would have posted all sorts of best of 2008 lists on my blog.

If I were totally awesome (please don’t think of Dell Schanze when I say that.     Oh, crap.), I would have listed all of my goals for 2009 in this place for inspirational and accountability purposes.

Indeed, I intended to do all of these things, and many more! (except maybe the exclamation points). I may even still do these things, albeit in a several-weeks-belated attempt.  Maybe I could cover myself by claiming that I am observing the Chinese, or “Lunar,” New Year this year; I guess I should find out when that is. For your information, the Chinese New Year, which shall be known as the Year of the Ox,  begins on January 26, 2009 of the Gregorian calendar.

If you’re at all like me you may be wondering,  “Why didn’t I compile all these lists and write all these summaries and post all these wonderful ideas over my extensive twelve day break from work?”  I honestly can’t find a good answer to that question.  During this same period of time  I did manage to beat Gin three times at Metropolys.  So that’s at least something.

I will offer this, though.  Lately, I’ve been extremely self-conscious about writing reviews. I’ve tried and failed miserably on a couple of music reviews intended for this blog that I never completed and never posted. I’ve forced my way through some book reviews for work, but have felt extremely self-conscious about them.  I want to become better at reviewing. So, among other things, I am going to start posting many reviews on this blog as a practice.  Start to look for my book and music and other reviews, if I ever get around to writing things on a regular basis again. Perhaps I will highlight my favorite albums of 2008 by posting a brief review for each one, with a sample track. If I get really ambitious I may give voice to the wanna-be foodie part of me and start posting restaurant reviews of some sort. And, on a different front, I’ve been meaning to post some of my thoughts from my all-too-infrequent gospel/scripture studies. At any rate, these are type of things that readers of this blog can look forward to in The Year of the Ox, if I will properly yoke myself and push my way into writing things again, like a proper draft animal. The bad jokes will keep coming, folks.  Thanks for watching and have a nice day!

Lines Composed Upon First Hearing a Metallica Album

Somehow, although living through the entirety of the eighties, I missed metal entirely.  How could this be?  I think it is at least partly because in the eighties I was a little only child and I had no older sibling or bad neighborhood kid to bring the likes of metal to my attention. I was accustomed to mainstream pop music and my parents’ singer/songwriters and soft rock.  In sixth grade, a friend of mine, whose dad was a DJ for the classic rock station Z-93, got me to start listening to Rush and Led Zeppelin, and at that point I thought I really had hit the hard stuff.  As an early teenager I found much of my favorite music in the grunge and alternative of bands like Pearl Jam and Smashing Pumpkins, and later, Radiohead.  The rhetoric of music writing at the time informed me that Nirvana and Pearl Jam had killed metal, and pointed back repeatedly to indie and punk bands of the eighties as their forebears.  Subsequent quests into the roots and branches of that music led me ever deeper into this world of indie music, comprising styles to which anything resembling metal seemed (upon a shallow look) anathema.  Metal seemed to be a genre of has-been guys with big hair, make up and bad come-on lines screeched in falsetto; meanwhile I was checking out Sonic Youth.  It’s interesting to me to realize now that I’ve spent my whole musical life tiptoeing around metal: I’ve listened to my share of classic hard rock, progressive rock, grunge, punk, post-punk, and post-hardcore, pretty much every single genre that borders on metal, without ever actually listening to metal.

My metal ignorance officially begins to end today.  For several months I’ve been curious about Death Magnetic, the Metallica album released this year.  I’ve heard a track or two on the radio, I read an article about the controversy of Rick Rubin’s superloud production on the disc, and I’ve wanted to hear it, but not badly enough to just go buy it.  Just last night a copy came into my hands, courtesy of my lovely and indulging librarian wife.  I feel that my 28 years virtually metal-free now place me in the unique position to be able to listen to Death Magnetic with ears somewhat fresh to both an extremely popular band and the genre as a whole.

So, what are Metallica on about in Death Magnetic?  Death, obviously.  Certainly not a new subject, it being a special source of inspiration and fear for composers and poets over the centuries.  But this is no “gather ye rosebuds while ye may;” rather, it is expressed in sentiments such as “choke the clock / steal another day,” and this touching quatrain:

Claustrophobic
Crawl out of this skin
Heart explosive
Reach in, pull that pin

James Hetfield sings as though his entire life has been filled with deathmatches in the coliseum and heinous, paralyzing car wrecks of twisted steel from which he was only freed by the jaws of life.  A perusal of the Metallica band biography does in fact reveal that they suffered a horrific bus accident in the late 80s, in which one of the original band members died.  This is a reality that provides a fair amount of credibility for some of this imagery.  “Jaws of Life,” in fact, would make an excellent title for a Metalllica song, but, unfortunately, it’s not featured here.  We are, nonetheless, treated with anthems and diatribes such as “All Nightmare Long,” “Broken, Beat & Scarred,” and “My Apocalypse.”

It’s just a little bit ironic to me that such dismal lyrics and titles are paired with music that is so full of energy and life, and yes, maybe just a little anger, too.  The musicianship is impeccable; there are guitar solos and tempo changes all over the place, lots of great riffs that aren’t overused, and in case you are even less familiar with the fundamentals of this type of metal music than I am, I should mention that they play very fast. The production is loud, muscular and clean (and by clean I mean no reverb or bombastic echoes), which is exactly as it should be to highlight playing of this precision.

Sonically, this band is far from death, which has made me realize that, rather than death, the songs are about the struggle to survive through life’s challenges, and I guess to a certain extent, the struggle to want to stay alive.  It’s a very common theme expressed in extremely dramatic fashion:  “Luck. Runs. Out. / Crawl from the wreckage one more time.”  I have to say I am somewhat impressed with Metallica, and am desirous to listen in on their back catalogue in more detail.  So far, my only regret or criticism concerning my foray into metal is that there aren’t more musicians willing to put this kind of strength, energy and ferocity into music that is not just about surviving life, but expressing the fun, joy and beauty of life.  In other words, why don’t more people play loud and fast and happy? Blah, blah, blah.  And now, I will try Fleet Foxes, who I have ignored until now mainly because of the hype.

[This “metal” experiment springs out of an attempt to fulfill my current end-of-the-year goal to catch up on 2008 albums that, for whatever reasons (busyness, ignorance, and an initial negative reaction to hype being the three primary ones), I haven’t yet given a chance.]

Dinosaurland (Side B)

[Click here to read Side A – Dear Science]

In this post, I’m not going to argue the relative fidelity of vinyl LPs in comparison to CDs, MP3s, or any other medium.  I’m not going to posit what I see as the multifarious positives to vinyl records.  (If you wish to discuss these things, by all means feel free to leave a comment or call me or something.  Or maybe not; it turns out that despite getting Virginia to marry me I am still anti-social.)  This post simply describes some observations I have made in the past few months, and a couple of the thought processes that ultimately led to the decision to begin purchasing music (yes, even new music) on vinyl records, and buy a nice turntable on which to play them.

It all began a few months ago.  Virginia and I received coupons entitling us to 40% off any and all CDs at Borders for one weekend only.  Being an enthusiast of recorded music I was pretty excited about this, as was Virginia, who had not shopped for CDs in a long time.  Finding ourselves in the Salt Lake area that Saturday evening, we dutifully went to the Borders located in Murray near Fashion Place Mall. I remembered from visits in past years that this store had quite an extensive music selection, unlike our nearby Provo Borders location.  With great anticipation we climbed the stairs to the second floor, skipping the books entirely (unusual behavior, especially for Virginia).  And, where I had distinctly remembered a rack upon rack expanse of CDs in almost every conceivable musical genre, we saw only two or three pitiful racks. They were being perused on this special weekend sale night by only two other customers besides ourselves, both men in their sixties.  Virginia and I both found some CDs that we wanted to buy, and although we had fun, we thought it was rather strange and sad.  Virginia declared the place Dinosaurland.  I guessed that all the cool kids were somewhere downloading Lil’ Wayne tracks onto their phones, or something, and it made me feel stupid.  However, that idea didn’t seem any more appealing to me than shopping for CDs in an empty store.  I had the distinct feeling that something was missing, or that something had gone terribly awry with music consumption.

Since about 1993 I have been ensconced in the collection of CDs.  During that time I did occasionally buy old records for their cheapness and quaintness, but for the most part I bought CDs.  In recent times I would occasionally buy mp3s online (I have an eMusic subscription because it’s a great way to get a lot of indie music on the cheap and be legal about it), but for the most part I have been very resistant to iTunes because of DRM and the fact that you can purchase hard CD copies of albums, which have liner notes and superior sound quality, for the same or similar prices as the iTunes editions.  I mostly listen to artists who craft albums, rather than collections of singles and filler, so that makes a difference in my buying choice as well.  In the interest of full disclosure of my history of music consumption, I also confess that in my superpoor college days (2002-2004) I downloaded a large amount of music through file sharing, and I admit I still occasionally do this for evaluation purposes:  I listen once and if I like it, I end up buying it; otherwise, I delete it.

A remark made in an interview by a member of one of my favorite bands made the “CD problem” I had been ignoring for several years kind of blaring.  Referring to the large amount of album art inserts featured with their new CD At Mount Zoomer, the Wolf Parade bandmember (I think it was Dan Boeckner and I wish I could find this interview again) said they wanted to include a lot of art in it as sort of a bonus or reward for the few people who still buy albums.  With one my own bands acknowledging the demise of the CD, I quit kidding myself.  I came to the realization that almost all of my music shopping experiences at various stores for the past year or two had been “dinosaurland” type experiences.  I quit pretending that I hadn’t noticed the increasingly unaesthetic qualities of CD packaging.  I am referring to things such as the security tags that block the inner album art and that, even after you have successfully taken apart the jewel case without cracking any plastic, often cannot be removed without major damage; the increasingly large “FBI Warning” badges and banners that cover the back of the CD case and often ring the actual CD itself; the smallness of the album artwork; the gunk from the sometimes impossible to fully remove stickers on the CD cases; the ease with which the cases crack or get scuffed up, occasionally coming that way out of the package.

I began to think longingly of my old vinyl, and of the vinyl I saw being sold anew at a few good music stores.  I began to remember the warmth and ambiance of the analog sound (I know that the “warmth” is technically a “distortion,” but it’s a pleasant distortion that many musical artists seek after and consider a part of the ideal listening experience of their work.)  I remembered the pleasure of gatefold sleeves and large album covers that could be put on display in the real world, not only as a 50 pixel wide icon on an iPod screen.  Although LP sleeves are by no means infallible, they eschew many of the gunky, patronizing and ugly problems of CD packaging mentioned above, providing a far superior aesthetic package.  I realized that my CDs, despite sounding better than mp3s played through an ipod, gave me none of the pleasures of vinyl.  I noted that many new vinyl LPs include coupons for free mp3 downloads of the albums, and that even in the case of those that do not, I still have the right to digitize them myself for a backup copy.  With mp3s providing far more portability and LPs providing the most enjoyable listening experience, my beloved CD had indeed become the true antiquated relic.

Okay, so I guess I lied at the beginning when I said I would not be enumerating the virtues of vinyl.  I will end with this observation.  Recently, I’ve begun frequenting actual record stores on a regular basis.  It is very interesting and heartening to note that the experience at these stores is far from the dinosaurland feeling of Border’s CD section, or the CD sections at Best Buy, or FYE, or Circuit City, or pretty much any store.  Walking into local Salt Lake store Randy’s Records (900 South between State and 200 East) or even, on one occasion, the rather fusty and incense-filled Record Collector (2100 South in Sugarhouse) on a random Wednesday or Thursday afternoon, as I have a few times recently, I fought for browsing room with numerous customers of all ages, sexes, and ethnicities, from teenage girls to guys in their sixties.  The majority of them are, like myself, flipping through the new and old vinyl, while the CDs are pretty much ignored.  This is not just a one store fluke phenomenon: Smith’s Marketplace/Fred Meyer, FYE, and some Best Buy locations have started carrying vinyl again in 2008.  (Here is a funny article about the means by which Fred Meyer came to be selling vinyl again.)  I just prefer places like Randy’s and Slowtrain because they have far deeper selections and I like to give my money to local businesses as much as I can.

In 1993, when I felt I had finally entered the pinnacle of music consumption when I received my first CD player as a birthday present, I never envisioned that nearly sixteen years later I would find myself buying brand new albums on vinyl.

Spamming for Jesus

Question: Is spamming okay if you are spamming for Jesus?

A couple of weeks ago, I noticed I had a new person following me on Twitter. Her username was daretobelieve08. Her picture depicted her as a normal looking black woman. There wasn’t really anything suggestive or inappropriate about her name or appearance.  (There are occasionally spam users on Twitter — they go around following tons and tons of other users in an attempt to get attention to their own Twitter feed, which of course has some picture of a scantily clad woman and is of course full of links to their shady business.)  Because of the normalness of this name and picture, I decided to look at her recent comments, and they were rather regular, innocuous types of things. If I remember right, she said she was watching a movie with her family, taking her kids somewhere, thanking God for her blessed life despite having a bad day, stuff like that. Some of them had an inspirational Christian type of message. It was all very normal. As far as I could tell there were no links of any kind in her updates. There was nothing to indicate in any way that she was a spammer or had some nefarious motive, other than the fact that she was following over 700 different Twitter accounts.  Was she a spammer?  If so, she was taking her time to make a commercial connection.  Was her motive an attempt to spread the Good Word through Twitter?  To let her light so shine?  If not, and she was just a regular new user, which most appearances said that she was, I thought it was curious that she had added so many people.  Was it possible that, being new to Twitter, she was just ignorant of etiquette and thought that it would be normal or fun to start following a lot of random people and see what they said?  I can relate to this because sometimes I myself am ignorant, as a lot of people are; other times I’m not ignorant of etiquette, I just don’t like it and choose not to follow it.  When I first encountered blogging several years ago I mistakenly thought it was okay to find all sorts of random blogs of strangers and start following them and commenting on them.  If they published it on the Internet they must want everyone to read it, right?  Turns out I was wrong.  Oh well.

No matter what her motive was for following me and 700 other people, it didn’t really bother me. I didn’t start following her, but I didn’t block her from following me, either.  I totally forgot about her until today, when I was looking through my Twitter account and again saw her listed as one of my followers. I clicked on her account to see what she was twittering about these days and if she had turned out to be a spammer or a weirdo or missionary or something, and what I encountered was this. (You really should click on the word “this” in the last sentence; there’s a cute picture of an owl.)

I don’t know whether she turned to the dark side and revealed her twisted spamming motive in the week or two since I first looked at her account, or if she was simply suspended for following so many people: Twitter won’t let me read her updates now.  But it brought me to the question I posed at the beginning of this writing.  What if she really was “spamming” people on Twitter in an attempt to witness for Christ or inspire hope and faith?  Is that a problem?  Is this really any different than what many missionaries do in public, and what I did as a missionary for two years?  Is knocking on someone’s door or having a conversation with a random person in the street “spamming?”  I know as missionaries we certainly made some people as mad as people get when they get spam, just by standing on their doorstep, or by walking down the street or shopping in the grocery store, or by just existing.  On the other hand, some people changed their lives for the better in part because of our spamming, which in my mind makes it more than worth it.

Too often these days I am so afraid to bother people that I don’t say or do things that I really should be saying and doing.  I am afraid I will do something the wrong way, or at the wrong time.  I am afraid people will think that I have the wrong motives.  Sometimes I am afraid that I do have the wrong motives.  I get overwhelmed and frustrated and I give up or put it off.  I  think to myself that if it hasn’t been said or done yet it’s always still a possibility, but once it’s been tried, if it’s tried in the wrong way, that’s the end.  Account suspended for unusual activity.  But I realize that this is the wrong way to think.  Some people will take things negatively no matter what you do or how hard you try to do it in a good way.  On the other hand, no good can really come from doing nothing.  I am speaking of things both temporal and spiritual here.

Conclusion: Basically what I am saying is that spamming is not necessarily a bad thing, particularly if you are spamming for Jesus.  I should probably start doing that.

Notice of Changes in Service

To serve you better, and after much debate (some external, but mostly internal) I’ve decided to stop importing my twitter updates straight into this blog. They will still show up on the sidebar, under the heading Fresh from the Kitchen, but they won’t get their own posts. The fact that they always showed up as posts was starting to irritate even me.

Sometime soon I will get around to catching up on all the posts I’ve been wanting to catch up on. Photos and possibly a “mixtape” or two are also in the works.

p.s. I totally failed at that NaNoWriMo thing, but it wasn’t a complete failure because I came up with some new ideas and figured out some things about my own writing. Now I just need to put them into practice.

So long, and thanks for watching.

Dear Science (Side A)

As I type these words, I am listening to a 180 gram vinyl pressing of the recently released TV on the Radio album Dear Science.  I am, of course, listening to it on my brand new Pro-Ject Debut III turntable.

O tender reader, the questions you may have!  Have I made a confusing, retrograde move to technology that is now twenty-five years obsolete?  Have I made yet another vain bid for “hipness?” Am I finally indulging a long-suppressed desire to earnestly collect vinyl, an inclination that perhaps should have been suppressed forever?  Have I chosen an aesthetically pleasing product over a convenient product?   Am I just another datum for marketing analysis, the latest trend-follower in a notable consumer buying shift that has been several years in the making?  Have I inched further down the path towards audiophilia? (Please note I’m far too cheap to ever succumb to true audiophilia.)  Have I just thrown a fit of nostalgia and sentimentality to the tune of several hundred dollars?  Will your judgment of these revelations be tempered by my assertion that I have listened to vinyl records for most of my life?  Will you believe that even from the age of five I loved vinyl, playing actual 45s on my Sesame Street Fisher Price portable record player (the cartridge at the end of the tonearm is shaped like Big Bird’s head). Will you believe that I only stopped listening to my records for the past couple of years because my turntable needed a new cartridge and the cover was busted (not the Sesame Street one — it still works great and just needs a couple of new “C” size batteries).  Will you forgive my confession that the ease of MP3 and iPod usage caused me to temporarily forget my love of analog?  Did I always look longingly from the CD section toward the vinyl bins at Slowtrain, but never dared to walk over and flip through them?  The answer to all of these questions is, of course, YES.  However, one statement is no longer accurate; not only do I now flip through the vinyl records at my favorite stores, but I also dare to take my selections up to the counter and purchase them from an actual human.

[Click here to flipover to Side B – Dinosaurland.]